with.your.eyes.open

Forgive me for still talking about the same subject, but I can't help it! *sniff* I mean, dude! I'm at 2x08 and the "game" (or arrangment or whatever) and it was the fastest way to a break up. Not that they do break ups because they don't really do relationships, right? *sighs*

I could totally see it. The two of them just going down that path a little bit longer, Brian fucking anything that moves because that him (and we kinda like him doing that) and Justin fucking young virgins who think they are in love with him and Brian noticing that the more time it passes, the more distant Justin is. God, the angst! Yes, I have a thing for my manly man having their hearts broken, so sue me. *g*

God, really. The angst! So, it's been eight years since the show (and I'm an idiot and WAY TOO LATE) but who cares at this point, really. Anyone has any AMAZING Brian/Justin stories to rec me? Any way, any type, hell, even if it's season 5, I'll just save the link for when I catch up. *sniff*

And now I'm off to work. This thing about staying up until 3am and then sleeping not even four hours so I can squeeze in two episodes before leaving? God. It's freaking amazing! Reminds me of back when I was catching up with Stargate SG-1. I never did get to catch up, actually. By the time I made it to season 10, the show was like a week from ending. *shrugs* Nevermind. You still gotta love a good fandom. *bounces*

You know what I really hate? To lose stories. *grumbles*

Last night I was reading this story, I had just started it, where Sam and Dean were hunting something and Dean ended up blind and deaf. It was written for the... well, the Small NaNo. That's like 3000 words, I think. *grumbles* I can't find it! Does anyone have the link, know what story I'm talking about? Sam was freaking out and Dean was talking nonstop even though he couldn't hear his voice. I think they were going to see Bobby, or they had called Bobby and Sam was driving and Dean was sitting in the passenger seat. I'm pretty sure it had like 30 very small chapters, because the point is to write a little bit each day. *nods*

Please!!!! HELPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Edit: *slaps self upside the head* Dude!!! I KNEW SOMEONE HAD RECCED IT TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

*giggles madly* It was a rec sent directly to my email. *blushes* Thanks E!!!

The link is, in case you might wanna know: HERE. I knew I had it somewhere!!!! *g*

Very quick now. I was wondering if anyone has any good House/Wilson recs? Suddenly, I'm in the mood for that pairing. I really need to finish watching season one, in order, and whole for once. *nods* Thanks!!!

Anyway, I gotta run. My dad needs the computer.

syrenslure, did you get my email? *bounces* Love you!

I just found A Farm in Iowa in *.pdf format and it's a good 150 pages. So, no, I'm not reading it. No, I refuse. I'll start it when I have the time! *giggles*

Minutes ticking until your birthday, dear. *giggles* And you know you'll get a fic with the cake. *winks*

OHMYGOD!!! The whole episode had me on the edge of my seat, cursing Jack for being an ass and not letting Daniel do what he does best: find a perfect middle ground. HOLY SHIT. *bounces*

TEAL'C: DanielJackson has gone to speak with Lotan.
JACK: Did you try to stop him?
TEAL'C: I do not disagree with his intentions.
JACK: You do know we're gonna blow up that ship?
TEAL'C: I am aware of that, as is DanielJackson.
JACK: (Into radio) Daniel . . . Daniel, come in.
DANNY: I read ya Jack.
JACK: (Normal voice) Tell me, (Screaming) TELL ME YOU'RE NOT ON THAT SHIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DANNY: OK, I'm not on the ship.

That whole exchange? Had me grinning from ear to ear. Really. That's so Jack being in love with the kid and knowing that the boy might freaking die because he totally disobeyed an order. Hmm. In a way. *g*

Also, I gotta say, the minute I saw Jack pressing that button for the naquadria (sp?) bomb to get going, god, I was screaming in the back of my throat. Daniel was there!!!!!

JACK: He's telling us this NOW?!
DANNY: He didn't know. He's only a day and a half old, give him a break.

God, Daniel owns me. For real. Not only his voice or his eyes or even his glasses, no, the way his eyebrows do that dance of theirs? Wow. I'm his. For real. *giggles madly*

Loved it. Loved it. Loved it. *nods*

..

Now, considering I saw "The first ones" last night, I went to area52 looking for post episode fic and found this amazing one Eros 1: Ardesco, which totally rocks.

"You see me so differently from how I see myself," Jack said, and Daniel blinked. The gaze Jack had turned on him was somewhat warmer than he was used to on any occasion when he hadn't recently died. He ran through the past few missions in his mind. Nope, no deaths.

Gotta love a fandom that has fanfiction that says "on any occasion when he hadn't recently died". *giggles* Really. Perfect.

EDIT: Must remember, never, NEVER to start a 700+KB story in the middle of the day. I do not go to sleep at a decent hour if I do so. *sighs* *checks her watch and sighs because it's 2 in the morning* Hmm. I'm going right now coz if I read another word, my eyeballs will dislocate from the sockets and fall on the keyboard, I swear.

So, yes, I'm writing. zeenell, dude, babe, I'm gonna get your story done even if it kills me. I swear. And it just might.

Anyway, does anyone have any Luka/Carter slash out there that you know of? I just saw the last season finale and I'm just in the mood for that. Please?

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The whole point of doing small stories, almost drabbles (though a 5 pages drabble) for fanfic100 is that I can be done with it and move on to the next thing. It does not mean I can make this kewl world that I love so much that I want to play in again. It really, really doesn't. *groans*

That, if you didn't realize it, it's a reference to "The better version: Too much". *giggles*

I can multitask like no other. I can plot about Ryan suffering just a little bit more before he can actually look at either of the Cohens, I can work my way through the contour lines and mases in AutoCAD Land with no problem whatsoever, but, at the same time, I can read the best slash stories out there. *nods*

And for those of you who like The Sentinel, and maybe a little bit of fluff with this huge grin on your lips after reading such story, I totally recommend 82 dollars and Photo ID It's amazing and I love it.

I remember watching pictures from that day in San Francisco, a year and nine months ago, almost to the date. God. It was a amazing. So many couples, finally legally married. Old and young and pretty and so happy. Girls in their regular day clothes, guys in tuxes or dress shirts, old women in beautiful gowns, like they were going to a wedding. God. Amazing. Lovely. I watched those pictures, which somehow I found in a web page, and just grinned from ear to ear. And to see that both Jim and Blair were there (in the story) and enjoyed that and celebrated their love the most amazing way there is, by marriage, is lovely. God. *sniff* And yes, they overturn them all, I'm pretty sure. I think I heard about that, but I might be mistaken. I'm still pretty sure they annulled it all. But it doesn't matter. They were married, for a few days, they were married, and I think that's something, for now.

For those of you who love Harry/Draco and aren't afraid to whimper and scream and squee until you have no voice left, you should totally read The Shadow of his Wings, which, as far as I'm concerned, totally kicks ass.

Chapter 13 killed me, and Chapter 14, and the Twins, will make me eat my jacket unless I want my mother to listen to me scream my head off. *nods*