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Jul. 29th, 2013

Okay, here's the deal, I've been catching up on Switched at Birth, where I can still see Toby and Emmett falling for one another, because I do think they deserve someone better than they keep getting dealt with (still in chapter 5 of second season, so if that changes, no spoilers!!!). And man... I wanna write a Stiles!deaf story!

I REALLY REALLY DO.

I REALLY WANNA DO IT.

HELP? ANYONEE????

Jul. 23rd, 2013

It's like it doesn't even make sense. Its not even that I didnt study. I wish it was that because at least that would make sense you know? I didnt study ergo I deserve to flunk and never graduate. But its not that! I studied my fucking ass of. I have the god damn notebook filled with dozens of solved problems to prove it!! I passed my exam but for the grace of god. Or Ottazzi. Literally. Its bittersweet and I hate it. Must meditate on this.

Jul. 21st, 2013

Holy cow, man. It's like I can't write straight to save my life. And that's not a pun! I mean, man, I'm writing all cryptic and crap. It reminds me so much of a few of the OC stories I wrote, like Look over here and August of 2003. You know? It's weird like that. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love that I'm that focused on this story, but still. Fucked up. Apparently it's not really the fandom, it's more like it's in me and it has to get out, one way or the other.

Like, really. Read!

Because all stories have to come from somewhere, and apparently, even the worse of horror stories, have some foundation in the truth.

I can't seem to write this fandom without a little bit of... mystique? Whatever. I sound worse than Deaton.

So far I have 8.7 K. And growing. God.
OHMY FREAKING GOD!!!!

7K DONE AND GOD KNOWS HOW MORE TO GO!

I'm thinking... about another 7k before I... well, before I at least have the story where I want to it to be, where I can finish it without feeling horrible. But this thing will not have a fix it, because I think I might even be onto something here.

MY BRAIN IS A VERY WEIRD AND FUCKED UP PLACE!!!!

MY ICON SAYS IT ALL!!!!

Jul. 21st, 2013

Okay, so here I was writing my Teen Wolf Big Bang story and then... AND THEN!!! I have no idea what I was thinking about but I remembered how I wrote two stories for Switched at Birth and ended up reading them again. And I remembered why I liked that show!!!

I still like the boys, even though I'm only now catching up with the show (episode 1x19!), but man, those two don't get any screen time together, do they? And I've done my share of making up interactions but at least Ryan and Seth used to share screen time, like the whole freaking time! I'm kinda torn, truth be told. I still like those two, though. *g*

That said, I went back through the two stories that I wrote, and I remembered how Toby's sing for his name was Red with a T. Man, I love that sign!!! RED WITH A T!!!!! I just checked how to do the T, just in case (kinda like a closed right fist, only you keep the index finger out and then close it down), and it's so TOBY!!! I LOVE IT.

I'm thinking about wanting to write the sequel to Procrastination that I kinda threatened to write. I still have the idea, about them becoming friends, and I love stories like that!!! Hmmm. Yeah, that. *g*

Also, I need a Switched at Birth icon! *g*

Jul. 17th, 2013

I just finished watching this week's episode. I mean, really? They had Derek kill Boyd? WHAT THE FUCK PEOPLE?

This reminds me so much of when Jack had to kill his grandson for the very sake of it, in Children of the Earth. What was the point? Derek gaining more power and the Alpha's enacting their... revenge? Argh. Still don't think it works as a plot because now they are two betas down (who the hell is left, just Isaac? And I still think Cora is a shady character!!!). Scott is magically turning into an Alpha, but the lone worth of his, what, heart? God. I really don't like that. I mean... nevermind.

Fix it story? I need a fix it story!

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Jul. 17th, 2013

I need to have an idea of what Stiles' mom profession could be. Any ideas?

Architect? Hmm. Medical researcher? Nothing at the school, because, no, god no. Hmm. Beacon Hills is supposed to be this small town/suburb kinda place, not really defined, so I could probably get away with a lot. Hmmm.

I'm thinking Architect? Anyone?

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Jul. 16th, 2013

Hey, the Teen Wolf BB isn't due until Nov 20! I've got tons of time!!! Kewl. I am trying to keep a tight schedule and see if I can finish by next month becuase I am totally doing NaNo this year!!! Yes!!

 

Sooooo I need a beta reader. Sorry, but it's the truth. I love the language and I can talk with pretty much anyone but holy cow my grammar and tenses need help. Volunteers??? Anyone?? *g*

 

That said, off to bed! Tomorrow is anotger day and I need to write another three scenes!!!

Okay, how did I go from being scared out of my mind about writing in Teen Wolf to have four plot bunnies, in one freaking weekend????

I HAVE NO IDEA. HOLY COW.

Two of those are, as you know me, NOT SHORT AT ALL. I just might tackel one of those for Nano this year, but no way can I get it done for the big bang. The other one, the last one that I just came up with last night... that one I just might be able to finish. I just have 1k done but then again, I'm at work and I should be, you know, WORKING.

GUHHH!!!!
I've written 900 words of the brand new TW fic I'm writing. I'm worried about it because, well, because I've never been known to write anything short and I have no idea where I'm going with this.

IT'S SO EXCITING!!!!

Off to bed. It's past 1am!!

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